Cocoon Breaking

Time flies~~

Exposed yourself to society makes one matured.

To succeed, one must give full effort and give complete determination.

Not realizing how fast time travels (faster than light for me!), I had already graduated and initiating my journey of Engineering for around 1 years.

Time to think again,

...

Who was able to give 100% effort?

People used to save certain percentages for emergency, just like how bank savings never went zero in case we need it next time.

...

But, who knows,

Spending 100% will let you earn 110%, 120%, 200%....

We never knew how far it goes...

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In life, there is no perfectly correct answer for every questions we asked.

We might made decision with full of determination and pride, turns out to be a bad result.

There will never be CORRECT or WRONG in this world, as we are not able to fully understand it just by living inside.

A silly yet honest question to ask ourselves,

WHY WE ARE BORN TO THIS WORLD AND WHAT SHOULD WE DO?

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I bet my answer changes from time,

Do you?

Quotes 001

1. ♥ can be amazing, and it can amazed u with


2. I might have do my best for u, but it might not turns out to be the best for u.


3. Hard to make 1 happy, easy to make 1 sad.


4. Unexpected happens more than expected.

5. Friends can be entertaining, or to be annoying.


6. ♥ is not the most important thing in the world sometimes.


7. ♥-er, like a bird, flies more happily in the sky than in the cage.


8. Losing u is not an OPTION !!!

Guess that i m really stupid to do so. Whats in my mind that cause me to talk like that. I M SORRY, but its already too late. Every time i promise not to do it again, but again i did it now. I know this time u hurts a lot, I M SORRY. Its ok even if u still angry with me. I M REALLY SORRY..............

Customized Destop 01

I created it using few programs and turns out to be like this ;-)

Uni Life: Part 2

As boring as usual, my schedule after class is almost the same: sleep, eat, play. Having a flu DAILY is also part of my life, which because of those freezing water flow through my body throughout the day.

Time is running out now. Exam was this close yet i spend most of my time in front of laptop. Wish that exam will turns out to be easy exercises. :-)

...

HOLIDAY??!! I m really looking for a happy holiday. :)
How much i wish to back to my home, where everything i buy need not to slim down my wallet. Hahahahaha XD... Still the main problem here is about the internet supply. Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

work hard for a better tomorrow.
the past is a history, the future is an unknown.
if there is a will, there is a way."

Uni Life: Part 1

This is already week 4. Life's harsh here, without the presence of the Godness. Yet, I learn to be independent here, washing own clothes etc. There is a major problem here: no internet wifi in hostel, end up all ppl playing dota -.-lll; water supply is not clean enough to be consume, we had to buy our own water at 10 sen 500 ml; Expensive price for washing clothes in dobi; transport is always INSUFFICIENT, all ppl had to SQUEEZE in until bus overloaded.

Its just the beginning of my 4 years study. I wonder how long more i gonna pass through this kind of life, but just wish that miracles happen to bring me surprises.

lonely

一些习惯的动作戒不掉... 习惯了的去路，突然无法使用了。总是带着兴奋的心情上路，但是现在上路时看见的都是那时的回忆。开着收音机，但是听见的是你的声音。习惯看着你的脸蛋，发亮的眼睛和愉快的笑容，那就是我最想要的，最永生不忘的东西。我习惯了看着西边起的太阳，她的笑容照亮了我，心情也会愉快很多。可是这些感觉都消失了... 快乐总是短暂的，不过由许多个短暂形成一个永远不是不可能的...

Last moment~

The time where something comes to an end. I thought i will be a cry baby, but i dont. Perhaps i m not grown up yet, still thinking like a child.

I wish i could understand u more, but i din. I m bad in relationship. Wats wrong with my mouth? Those words hardly came out from it. Keeping it inside doesnt makes me better, but i doesnt know the best way to get it out though.

I starts to addicted to the morning with u.

变

要求简单，
但是想要的总是得不到。

标准在那？看不见。

离那儿太远了，追不上。

是担心得太多了？还是原本这样就是一个错误？

并没有资格这么做，也不要求夺取这些机会。

等什么？12季节何时了？

到了那个时候，还能回到今天吗？

我还有多少个明天。。。

???!!!@@@

I m just being too dumb to live in this world.

Wat m i waiting for?? Wat is the thing i should do now??

I had lost...

Just wishing tat i could diminish in this world.

No more worries,

No sadness,

The only world where everyone could smile happily...

Because i lost my smile,

and start worrying,

for everything.

" Like everybody who is not in love,
he thought one chose the person to be loved after endless deliberations
and on the basis of particular qualities or advantages. "

Nice song~

Chriex-mas...

It turns out to be a rainny day. I wish i could have gone out to celebrate tis special day but i dont. It turns out to be another boring x'mas. I keep thinking, izit tat bad to celebrate tis day myself, does it tat important to make me keep bothering it?? Guess wat, i m not even Christian, y shuld i worry for... LOL

Many, many things just happened with a blink of eyes, as always do. I m in such a mood tat i m not happy, and sad either. I can think rationally this time, thinking wat m i wishing for actually. A wonderful life?? More money?? A big car?? House?? Love??...

In the end i end up wasting time without any good result, turns out to be the the same after all. Yet this is the time where i shuld really noe wat i capable for, to decide which direction m i heading to after tis. Yesterday i did my interview in High School to apply for a temporary teacher, but i wonder why i never able to talk well inside, even though thousands of answers already in my mind. Y cant i juz speak it out?? Maybe its 1 of my another weakness, speaking. i juz hate to talk, but it depends on my mood and to whom i talking with...

At last, i wish all my friends could have a HAPPY CHRISTMAS with ur love ones... ^^

there is no day which is normal,
everyday is special;
there is no one which is normal,
everyone is special;
everything could be special,
regards the way we looking it;
i m not an ordinary kid,
but who would actually see me as a special one...

1 day trip to Bukit Cahaya

Time: 8.00am ~ 4.00pm
Date: 15th Dec 2009
Venue: Bukit Cahaya
Activities: Cycling, taking photo, eating...

hey wat u looking at??

Guess wat is tat?? O.o

snowy winter...

SM??

a very cute bird indeed >.<

"hello!!"

YEH (year end holiday) !!!

Haiz...

Holidays does not turns out to be the way i looking forward to. Its strange, i thought i could play happily after the exam but it turns out to be a disaster in my life. I start to worry about my result. Guess i get fooled around in this 1 year half, end up regret for wat i hav done for all these time, which actually i din do anything... LOL...

Perhaps its too late for regret. I shuld look forwards and start working on. Maybe staying at home too much makes me feel worse. Breathe in fresh air might help me relaxed, but the time will still comes to get me HELL-ed... T.T

Bak... ^^

Its been long since i hav not visiting my blog. There's too many things tat happen around here, which i cant describe it with words. Yet, the most important thing is, STPM.

How deadly it is, i get my mood swinging because of it. Started to feel regret now, as i m not trying my hardest to achieve my goal. Y cant i concentrate when i study???

T______________________T

Howeva, 2day is the last day for me to revise. 2moro will be physics and pa. Unfortunate feeling felt...

GOD BLESS ME

I m so sorry~~ T_T

Mooncake Festival~~

Long await~~


Chiang chiang chiang~~


ITS TIME FOR MOONCAKE FESTIVAL AGAIN!! YEAH!!


Wat's so special about this day??


1st, talk about lantern. Every year, i used to play lantern in a more CREATIVE & SPECIAL way. Guess wat, i like to make it shine BRIGHTER with a BIGGER glow. Get it? Haha... Of coz 1 way to make tis happen is to BURN it!!!! Muahahahahaha... Tat used to be my tradition and i would like to promote it to every corner on the earth (if possible ^o^)


2nd, mooncake. Tis year is special, for me. Cant believe it tat i hav actually make my very own MOONCAKE. Hehe... My mom helps a lot in tat. She teach me many procedure and precaution while making the mooncake. Thanks a lot~!!
And very special thanks to u~~ ^.^

Anyway, hope my STPM result could get more than 3.00 CGPA!!!. =)

Holiday T.T

Tuition, tuition, TUITION!!!

Its kind of frustrated when i get to know my holiday is actually a virtual school days. Tons of tuition hw to be done, yet looking at it makes me sleepy.

I just do not get it, why m i acting so lazy lately. Haiz... And sadly i got torture in my own room everyday. WHO CAN SAVE ME???!!! ANYONE???!!

Here goes my schedule for the holiday.

Monday: morning tuition, afternoon tuition, rest
Tuesday: morning tuition, rest
Wednesday: night tuition
Thursday: morning tuition, afternoon tuition, rest
Friday: morning tuition, noon KTV (yeah! finally!)

Exam @@

Things are not goin as how i hope to be. 2day v are having our Pengajian Am test, & yet time management muz be good enuf to plan sufficient time to complete tat paper. 2 essays, 2 structural questions, 1 graph & 1 rumusan. V are given only 3 hours to have done it, and luckily, i used up extra 1 minute to finish whole paper (lucky my number was located quite behind in the calss ^^).

To get pass o not, the past had just past. I tell myself tat i had did all i can in tat paper & even if i get unwanted result i can only blame myself for not study well tis 1 1/2 years. T_T

Yet, 3 more important test to go next week:
Wed: Physic
Thurs: Chemistry
Fri: Maths

if there is a will, there is more wayss.