Uni Life: Part 1

This is already week 4. Life's harsh here, without the presence of the Godness. Yet, I learn to be independent here, washing own clothes etc. There is a major problem here: no internet wifi in hostel, end up all ppl playing dota -.-lll; water supply is not clean enough to be consume, we had to buy our own water at 10 sen 500 ml; Expensive price for washing clothes in dobi; transport is always INSUFFICIENT, all ppl had to SQUEEZE in until bus overloaded.

Its just the beginning of my 4 years study. I wonder how long more i gonna pass through this kind of life, but just wish that miracles happen to bring me surprises.

lonely

一些习惯的动作戒不掉... 习惯了的去路，突然无法使用了。总是带着兴奋的心情上路，但是现在上路时看见的都是那时的回忆。开着收音机，但是听见的是你的声音。习惯看着你的脸蛋，发亮的眼睛和愉快的笑容，那就是我最想要的，最永生不忘的东西。我习惯了看着西边起的太阳，她的笑容照亮了我，心情也会愉快很多。可是这些感觉都消失了... 快乐总是短暂的，不过由许多个短暂形成一个永远不是不可能的...

Last moment~

The time where something comes to an end. I thought i will be a cry baby, but i dont. Perhaps i m not grown up yet, still thinking like a child.

I wish i could understand u more, but i din. I m bad in relationship. Wats wrong with my mouth? Those words hardly came out from it. Keeping it inside doesnt makes me better, but i doesnt know the best way to get it out though.

I starts to addicted to the morning with u.

变

要求简单，
但是想要的总是得不到。

标准在那？看不见。

离那儿太远了，追不上。

是担心得太多了？还是原本这样就是一个错误？

并没有资格这么做，也不要求夺取这些机会。

等什么？12季节何时了？

到了那个时候，还能回到今天吗？

我还有多少个明天。。。

???!!!@@@

I m just being too dumb to live in this world.

Wat m i waiting for?? Wat is the thing i should do now??

I had lost...

Just wishing tat i could diminish in this world.

No more worries,

No sadness,

The only world where everyone could smile happily...

Because i lost my smile,

and start worrying,

for everything.

" Like everybody who is not in love,
he thought one chose the person to be loved after endless deliberations
and on the basis of particular qualities or advantages. "

Nice song~