WHERE GOES MY MOOD? o.O

I wonder why but i m playing VIGOROUSLY nowadays. I could hardly concentrate on my study, but spend more time illustrating images within the dreamssss. Bad symptom rite? As once again <2.00 CGPA is awaiting me in my trial, for which i promise myself not to do it again in my next exam. T.T

What shuld i do now? Obviously when i m writing this, i started to hate myself for spending time in blogging. =.=

Just to share what i feel now. HELP ME~~ T.T

改变

当我们开始问“为什么。。？”的那一瞬间，
我们已经不再是以前的自己了。


当我们开始说“我应该做得更好！”的那瞬间，
我们已经进步了。


当我们开始想“我一定会做到！”的那一瞬间，
我们的心灵早就在那里等我们了。


那么，如果我们觉得“那个是我的了！”的时候，
那样东西就会变得更靠近了吗？


我们一定会得到吗？


还差多远呢?


想得到的欲望越强，距离反而变得更遥远。


当开始想要放弃一切的时候，偏偏心窗传来了一丝丝柔光。


愣呆了好久，等待着时间的流逝。


时间越来越紧迫了，在毫无准备之下面对重大问题，
突然觉得“我不应该在这世界吧。。。”


为什么就是我？


为什么我得不到别人随手可得的东西？


他人笑了，我在纳闷什么呢？


为什么我找不到开心的理由？


因为我得不到吗？


我想太多了。

Hate :@

Playing... Playing... Playing...

I almost spend 19 years playing games n yet i wonder y cant i get bored till now...

WAT ON EARTH JUST HAPPEN ON ME???

Exam draws near & yet i cant spend more time on it...

WAT IS THE MEANING OF EXAM???

Dun ask me, i dun hav ans as well... But still, its means juz a piece of white paper with few CRAPS on it...

Fail again in monthly test... Fail... Fail...

M i a failure then? Wonder... @@

Lifes good,
Study good,
Be good,
Finger licking good??

Dream ~~

Keep thinking...
Pictures of keep repeating in my mind...
Guess its an illusion of... But it looks real...
As if are just there few stones away from me...
It arent right when i approaches...
Because I only have 2 out of 5 senses...
I can only see & hear...
But its more than enough for me...
I bet i cant meet as frequent as this in real...
Tat's y i smile happily when i see thr...
Sudenly it dissapears...
Fans and ceiling appear in front of me...
ITS A DREAM.

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