Chriex-mas...

It turns out to be a rainny day. I wish i could have gone out to celebrate tis special day but i dont. It turns out to be another boring x'mas. I keep thinking, izit tat bad to celebrate tis day myself, does it tat important to make me keep bothering it?? Guess wat, i m not even Christian, y shuld i worry for... LOL

Many, many things just happened with a blink of eyes, as always do. I m in such a mood tat i m not happy, and sad either. I can think rationally this time, thinking wat m i wishing for actually. A wonderful life?? More money?? A big car?? House?? Love??...

In the end i end up wasting time without any good result, turns out to be the the same after all. Yet this is the time where i shuld really noe wat i capable for, to decide which direction m i heading to after tis. Yesterday i did my interview in High School to apply for a temporary teacher, but i wonder why i never able to talk well inside, even though thousands of answers already in my mind. Y cant i juz speak it out?? Maybe its 1 of my another weakness, speaking. i juz hate to talk, but it depends on my mood and to whom i talking with...

At last, i wish all my friends could have a HAPPY CHRISTMAS with ur love ones... ^^

there is no day which is normal,
everyday is special;
there is no one which is normal,
everyone is special;
everything could be special,
regards the way we looking it;
i m not an ordinary kid,
but who would actually see me as a special one...

1 day trip to Bukit Cahaya

Time: 8.00am ~ 4.00pm
Date: 15th Dec 2009
Venue: Bukit Cahaya
Activities: Cycling, taking photo, eating...

hey wat u looking at??

Guess wat is tat?? O.o

snowy winter...

SM??

a very cute bird indeed >.<

"hello!!"

YEH (year end holiday) !!!

Haiz...

Holidays does not turns out to be the way i looking forward to. Its strange, i thought i could play happily after the exam but it turns out to be a disaster in my life. I start to worry about my result. Guess i get fooled around in this 1 year half, end up regret for wat i hav done for all these time, which actually i din do anything... LOL...

Perhaps its too late for regret. I shuld look forwards and start working on. Maybe staying at home too much makes me feel worse. Breathe in fresh air might help me relaxed, but the time will still comes to get me HELL-ed... T.T

Bak... ^^

Its been long since i hav not visiting my blog. There's too many things tat happen around here, which i cant describe it with words. Yet, the most important thing is, STPM.

How deadly it is, i get my mood swinging because of it. Started to feel regret now, as i m not trying my hardest to achieve my goal. Y cant i concentrate when i study???

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Howeva, 2day is the last day for me to revise. 2moro will be physics and pa. Unfortunate feeling felt...

GOD BLESS ME